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  • Jun. 4th, 2009 at 10:53 PM
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Didn't exactly forget that this was here. Just.. got really busy.

Oct. 15th, 2008

  • 4:27 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Not even meaning to write anything, I sat down and spontaneously wrote three drabbles in a row. I wonder what that means? O_O
Drabble table here
 

if you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone )

 

Saying 'dead people' is such a... terminal phrase. I prefer 'the vitally challenged'. )

 

what do I, what do I, what do I need to do to see myself in a better mood? )

Oct. 15th, 2008

  • 11:44 AM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Title: The inevitable release! There are no coincidences!
By: empress_izzy
Universe: On the air
A/N: Lately I’ve been watching way too much Tenshi na Konamaiki. Hence the, uh… perky title.


 

there's something wrong with this conversation, and it's the part where you keep talking )No coincidences

19sai

Fix you up
what I wanted most was to get myself all figured out
what I figured out, what I figured out
was I need more time to figure you out

Call and answer
and if you call, I will answer
and if you fall, I’ll pick you up
and if you cause this disaster
I'll point you home


Details in the fabric
hold your own, know your name
and go your own way
and everything will be fine

With or without you
see the stone set in your eyes
see the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you


All I know
the ending always comes at last
endings always come too fast
they come too fast, but they pass too slow
I love you, and that's all I know


Never let you down
I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground
I'm getting to like this feeling I've found
I'm getting to love the thought of having you around
and I will never let you down


Run to me
don't, you don't have to save my life
no, you're not ready I can feel it
outside its raining but I'll just go home


Easy silence
the easy silence that you make for me
it's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
and the peaceful quiet you create for me
and the way you keep the world at bay for me


Disease
and if there is disease in you
I want to have that disease too
'cause I want everything
that is inside you


Bridge over troubled water
if you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind
like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down


Miracle drug
the songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough I'm not giving up
on a miracle drug


Gravity
I am a constant satellite
of your blazing sun
my love
I obey your law of gravity
this is the fate you've carved on me
your law of gravity


Fear no darkness
so hold my hand
I rest assured you won't fail me
calm my heart
be my guide right behind me


I will carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to
flood your eyes
when you're fallin' behind
I will carry you


Songbird
and I wish you all the love in the world
but most of all, I wish it from myself


Nowhere warm
I go nowhere high
go nowhere warm
until you're by my side
your hand in mine


On your mind  
I'll let you go
but I'll need a hand
to push you away

Roosterspur bridge
sometimes I think, I think I understand
the fear in the boy, the fire in the man


~*~ 
 
xxxholic, read between the lines

I've been kind of MIA, had a lot of things going on at once, little to no energy and absolutely zero inspiration. But my love for 104 remains, inspiration is fickle anyway and energy comes and goes. So here I am. ;)
(see big damn stupid impossible table of drabbles here)

. Breakable, of how things are not


 

you think that I'm strong, but you're wrong, you're wrong )

 

Jun. 15th, 2008

  • 2:20 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Unless you particularly have a burning desire to read a rant that is solely a long wallow in self-pity, I advise that you don't go there.

there )

Jun. 5th, 2008

  • 1:46 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines
I'm an exile. A Bleach exile. I just can't stop reading the damn thing. And Naruto. Oh dear god. Naruto.

Mar. 22nd, 2008

  • 11:49 AM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Now, the last thing I need is to start another AU. I've got Victoria, MarriedBoys, Agents, general drabbles, the occasional foray into Iambic's Streetmusicians and then a few half-finished pieces that, quite frankly, need closure. Did that stop me from writing said AU? No. So Happy Easter!

Title: Into the aether
Fandom: xxxHolic
Series: On air
Pairing: 104. I won't mention the fact that we might be looking at a possible OT3 here depending on how circumstances evolve
Warnings: AU. Future crossover.
A/N: Not beta'd, probably contains misspellings and grammatical errors.
Summary: Himawari and Watanuki have started up a radio station. It doesn't take long before Yuuko and Doumeki become involved.

Into the aether

Mar. 18th, 2008

  • 12:52 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Dedicated to flakedice, because in the end -however unwittingly- xe sparked it with the tree sprite story.

Title: Something that you see
Pairing: Redundant. 104.
Universe: AU (Courtlife, as I refer to it)
A/N: Set before that first installment which was oh-so-long ago. Kind of just setting things up.

Mar. 11th, 2008

  • 11:46 AM
xxxholic, read between the lines
I was feeling kind of low yesterday, so to cheer myself up I wrote some Streetmusician fanfanfic. While listening to the RENT soundtrack.

Title: Rent
Universe: Iambic's Streetmusicians.
Disclaimer: Belongs to Iambic and then ultimately to CLAMP.
A/N: Consider a completely unofficial installment, meaning that it is NOT part of the universe's canon.


Mar. 7th, 2008

  • 3:41 PM
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Title: Victoria
Chapter title: The good boy (II/?)
A/N: Still completely unbeta-ed, probably shock full of misspellings and grammar mistakes. I humbly beg forgiveness. oh dear god Watanuki, what am I doing to you?

Summary: In a different Japan, Watanuki is an undesirable. And such people are sent to unpleasant places.
Rating: PG-13 for now, crude language. Kind of.. not happy.


 

Feb. 27th, 2008

  • 11:08 AM
xxxholic, read between the lines
Right. Over the weekend, the laptop broke down which means that my computer access -at least for the time being- has been reduced to whatever time I can snatch at the library inbetween working (let's just say that library hours and work hours don't agree). We're gonna try to have it fixed, but.. we'll see.

What's worse however, for me anyway, is that everything I had saved on the laptop is inaccessible. Including a bunch of half/nearly-finished stuff not posted yet, and roughly outlined ideas I've been working on. And the second chapter of Victoria went down the drain as well (while I am, admittedly, in the process of rewriting it it's still taking time and I don't remember all of it so it will probably be shorter than it was). So anyway, probably won't be seeing many updates out of me for a while. (But then again, who knows? Desperate times call for desperate measures etc. ;) )

FIC: Aren't I creative these days!

  • Feb. 19th, 2008 at 9:23 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines
 This ate my mind. Hopefully there is more where this came from. I mean, I think so, and obviously I hope so (I've got vague plans) but you never know with me and multiple-chapter-fics.

Title: Victoria
Chapter title: Arrival
A/N: Completely unbeta-ed, probably shock full of misspellings and grammar mistakes. Forgive, oh please.
Summary: In a different Japan, Watanuki is an undesirable. And such people are sent to unpleasant places.
Rating: PG-13 for now, crude language. Kind of.. not happy.

Arrival

 

Feb. 18th, 2008

  • 8:21 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines

As a present for  </a></font></a>[info]xturncoatxiii I bring severe crack. And a truly shameless Doumeki. Happy birthday!


Feb. 17th, 2008

  • 7:54 PM
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This was written in my calendar because I HAD to write this and that was the only thing available to me. So that's the first week of march rendered useless now XD


Donuts for Valentine's

  • Feb. 14th, 2008 at 12:48 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines
I've rewritten the story once and the post once already because my crap computer shut down (at different times) before I could a) save the finished story and b) post the finished post. Now I'm quickly losing patience (and I liked the drabble better the first time around) so without further ado, here's a Donut for all of you on Valentine's Day.

On crocuses and other small blessings

Poetry batch

  • Jan. 22nd, 2008 at 3:38 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines
Just some poetry. It's... well, I guess some of it is serious and some of it is silly, but I wanted to post it here in case the website goes down or whatever. First of 3 batches.

 

Night's End

 

winter )



Ta sikte )


 

 

Scratchy )

 



Soldater )




Divorce )
A bed )

 

Guitars )



Jan. 16th, 2008

  • 4:55 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines

I wrote this for iambic, as I volunteered. I was actually writing something completely different but once I'd done around 2,000 words of that, this popped up and said, "Write me, or I will make your life a living hell." So I gave in to the blackmail and wrote this instead. Obon is a (buddhist) japanese holiday dedicated to the ancestors, far as I can tell.

Obon

Dec. 31st, 2007

  • 7:11 PM
xxxholic, read between the lines
For iambic's challenge (don't have the time to make the link right now, sorry!). And also HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Dec. 19th, 2007

  • 9:34 AM
xxxholic, read between the lines

Okay, this is stupid and I don't know where it came from (I blame it on Terry Pratchett's "Maskerade" although I think he certainly intended nothing like this).
Pairing: 104.